I know I shouldn't..

I know I mustn't...

BUT

I seriously can't control myself

I miss patting your head

I miss hugging you

I miss holding your hands

I don't know why I'm like back to the old me

I do hate this me

Cause I'm missing things that won't makes me better

Is just like talking to the air

I hate myself a lot

I hate myself consuming too much time into this

A feeling that no one can understand

IF understand also can't help

Is all depends on myself

Hope this feeling won't stay long

Just pay me this visit for these few days