Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Life Brief Candle

I always like to receive emails from my aunt..
Sometimes too busy till i forgotten to email her..
I really can't wait for their visit in October...
Also can't wait to pay another aunt a visit at Singapore..
Received an email that contain her pic yesterday...
I'm so glad to see her smile...
At the same time i'm so heartache to see her current look..
I can't believe my eyes when i saw those pictures...
Neither my mom and i think so is my dad...
Really hope October arrive as soon as possible..
I can't wait to see her in person...
To talk, snap pic and even hug her....
Is time for me to return my love and care to her...
I remember how she loves me when i'm small...






Dear Uncle Edmond,
I know you are blessing and protecting Aunt France from heaven
If possible I wish to pay you a visit at your grave as well
Your sudden leaving us last year still a shock to me

Life is fragile indeed
God blesses everyone around me

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Reminisce

248days
What is the counting for?
Well it's the days of life in Kampar since by ex-housemates gradu...

Today i did a detour to walk passed a house after dinner...
My steps are slower when i reach there...
Viewing from the pouch till some view inside...
Time flies and it have been 3years already...

Look at how it looks like when it's in 2008

Such a peaceful neighborhood back then


Well I do remember

Again will like to Thanks For the past 3years


Saturday, August 20, 2011

I Will Not Say Goodbye


I dislike every time i have such dream..maybe i dislike is, it's almost the same similar scene that i keep on dream of..i don't know how to describe how i dislike it.. maybe is the unknown or sign of the dream that i forever don't get it...or maybe part of me still regret with it.. i didn't tell my mom..because i just don't know and don't like to talk about it.. it might have been 9years but is this called haunting or what? maybe i think too much...yea is the best answer and solution for what i have dream of...nah~ forget about it ba...yes it's what i keep telling myself every time...but i wish to have a conversation more...at least let me have a few words or maybe a word of "Hi"..

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

AMNESIA
maybe i'm sensitive with this word...
once hear it,it strikes my mind...
how are you?
is the 1st greeting i wish to say to you...
i totally no idea how do you do at there...
still counting down the day to go visit you...
i'm going to get myself a Instax camera for you..
Dear aunt...
I don't know what to say...
I just wish my blesses will reach you...
May God always be there for you...