Sunday

Eventually i did pass another day...

Awake and slept back and continues doing this....

Strangely or maybe nothing new to me...

5something only consider i'm totally awake..

Can't say so cause i'm the one forcing myself to do so...

My 1st and last meal at 6something...

Had alot of dreams...

Nice and bad one...

A moment there are a lot of people in my room...

The other second everyone is just shifting out...

Suddenly all alone...

Yea i know...

It's all sooner or later stuff...

Did some housework...

Pei Jun said," I feel like mopping the hall la..its dirty"...

I ate my food in the room and washed it...
Find the mop and start to mop my room...
Pei Jun said," I want to borrow 2 things from you".
"I know my bike and headset rite..just borrow and pump air for my bike."
Done with my room i start to mop the...
Staircase,both kitchens,dining room and the hall...
Next mission the toilet...
Ok finally all done...
It's a tiring stuff to do...

-THE END-

Bad ending

How should i describe today?

Began with good but ends with bad...

Again the question comes...

When will it ends?

Don't wish to stay here nor back there...

Makes no difference...

All by myself...

HEadache..

It flows too much...

Unstoppable...

I'm trying to control it....

p/s:that idiot shouldn't call if haven't confirm..i'm in the middle of nowhere again...*worry*

Release Me

I did tried to sleep as "old friends" visit me....

I try and try and try.....

Here I'm still awake...

Retro all over my mind and thinking how 2 make it perfect...

Am i too perfectionist or fussy....

No time to make it better...

Maybe i really just be cincai abit and hand it up...

Headache and chest pain right now...

Gosh...

I know i need to sleep...

Things just running in my mind...

For sure i'm going to get myself tired again....

Tue and Wed is the busiest day in Uni...

Haihz...

Oh~~please release me...let me go~~~

For i~Don't love you anymore~~

Autumn In My Heart

Suddenly feel like listening to these songs...

Suddenly wow flashing back to secondary time...

Prayer

Reason

a lil of everything

Funny when knew a friend have a blog...

Funny again i'm the only viewer and eventually she is blog to let me see...

Funny again that's the place she can release her anger...

But the not funny thing is i can't be there for her...

To be the bad person and scold that so called "roomate"

I'm doing nothing here just reader her blog nia...

Chille my darling...

40days to go and when you are back i sayang you kau kau...=)

Back to my story...

Illustrator ,reports and magazine...

Things that i did today...

Half done,some finish and still in process...

Pressure betul...

View my board..why always add things but never deduce things out 1...

Purchasing stuff at Tesco and suddenly felt unwell...

Pressure at my brain and feel like *don't know how to explain*

End this bad part...

Many things want to blog out...

But want to end it here because i'm abit emo...

Don't wish to make this post an emo 1...

-the end-

Promise

I hate to break promises i had made....

I don't know will it means so much to that person i promised...

Or maybe some words i said ...

How i wish i can duplicate myself to them...

Friends need me...

Wish i can be there for them...

Something holding me back...

Something need to be decide...

Priority comes 1st...

Things need to be judge due to it's importance...

Undecided decision....

P!NK and I

Damn tired....

Don's have to rest as my mind just full with assignments...

Tiredness all over me...

Comes with some msn message from a friend...

Maybe not really important to explain things...

Both parties understand can already...

Our friendship won't change due to such small matter...

Somehow did had a nice day for some bday celebration...

Laughter that just distress me for that moment...

Somehow how to back to reality and busyness...

Nevertheless skype with Evon and Lili...XD

Blasting myself with P!NK music...

Somehow is time to sleep...

Brain totally shut down and headache too...

Gnite....

Disappointed

What will you do when u disappointed with someone?

What will you do when at the same time you're so speechless?

Trying to be at someone's shoes too...

Nothing new...

Nobody is wrong at this case....

Just disappointed...

"Work" Mode

Really should start my work already....

RETRO here i come...

Be@rbrick here i come...

ASSIGNMENTS here i come....

GAZAA~~~!!!!!

KL here i come too...hahah.....

Expired...

All my expired bday presents and food...

Gosh it was a waste...

I thought want to keep it and just "bu shi de" to eat it..

=(

It's a sad discovery...

A Lonely Star

On the way back from dinner and realized there is only a star at the sky....

A lonely star that brighten the only spot at the sky....

Wandering how lonely it is...

As lonely as I do?

I just wish to be with my friends...

But neither them are by my side...

But neither them are by my side...

I miss you...

Hope you all can feel it from far...

Don't know what to do for this weekend...

Reluctant to do anything but have too...

Going to be busy very soon...

Somehow hope to be busy now...

Maybe I should prepare the individual presentation...

Will time flies for this weekend?

I wish it will...

Bad Starter

woke up at 8.30am,prepare and cycle to uni to summit my ptptn agreements..somehow it wasn't a good things as i need to reprint another set...O.O...walked to block B 2nd floor and reprint it..changed 4 computers and finally i managed to print it..i forgotten to bring the printing card and have to buy another one...haih...

new agreement without my parents signature...i have to trace and sign on behalf of my parents..my dad's signature is so hard to do it and obviously it's an ugly signature..hopefully won't be reject...*crossing fingers*...finally everything done and now wait them to give me the money...busy for the whole morning just to get those loan from the gov...haih...

since i'm already late for lecture class so i just skip it and went for blood donation...finally i can donate for today...phew~~...but bad news is the lecturer called names of her students and it's another so called bad reputation lecturer...really wish to save the skipping time for August 5th...try my best ba....

A Wake Up Sms

A shocking news that eventually become my wake up call for this morning..if not i'm sure still slacking and delaying my wake up time to 8am class..what can i say since is the calling from the God..thought she need me but she just need to go to uni to settle her stuffs...sorry to hear that early in the morning and sorry can't be there for you my friend...wish to give u my shoulder as i used to say it to you but never once i'm by ur side to borrow it to you...be strong as i know you will...=)...condolence to Chong's family....

to my friend,choy wan...

for this again i misses my grandparents as well...just that they doesn't managed to see everyone grows up but at least they managed to see all their grandchildren being born...

~The 2nd~

today is the 2nd day in my 2nd sem..still hardly wake up for the morning class..gosh..just when i want to wake up i felt my body is aching..still not enough rest? really no idea about it...2nd day and so far i have entered 2lectures and a tutorial class..yea so far i'm still free and kind of bored..wait till loaded with assignments and busy like hell...somehow,sometimes i do prefer like that, so that time will pass faster..

yesterday chat and webcam with my friend as usual..the funny thing is she wanted me to snap her with my dsl..lol...so i just did it...XD