BackPacking

Something that crossed my mind....

This sem break going to be a lonely one...

All the plans are just being crush....

End up i'm alone back hometown...

Don't wish to go back that early....

Who willing to carry me as a burden for them for holidays?

Suddenly wish to go somewhere alone...

Without acknowledgement of anybody...

Lying to my parents...

Just me alone since that is what it begins with...

Eveyone got their own busyness... 

Everyone got their own planning for holiday...

the question is what if something happens to me?

memory loss and there's a new chapter of my life...

haha...just like watching a drama...

gosh~

so the question is should i or shouldn't i...

but i think the possibility is kinda high...

just follow the flow~

woke up le~

heartbeats abnormal~

yea itz scary....

i paused for a moment and asked...

where am i?

i didn't turned back the time right?

the feeling and situation so familiar...

nope i still at sept 2010...

my heart still beating very fast....

still calming myself down...

Don't ask me as i don't know what I've dreamed ... 

tried to relax thru "hillsongs"...

not working...so here i am...

sleep or not?

it falls le~

WHERE ARE YOU ALL?

WHY far from the eyes near to the heart....?

WHY spiritually...?

hope you all having a sweet dream...

ME?

i wish i had but not for today....

In DArk

Totally not in the mood for exam...

Totally can't find what i've lost...

I'm tired and really don't wish to care of anything for a moment...

But exam is near...i just can't ignore it...

Dad said try my best to get higher than previous CGPA...

My back pain is irritating me...

Wish to pull out all the veins at the back to makes me senseless...

I felt lost...

I can't find what i want...

I can't find a place that can brighten me up...

I can't find people to talk because i even don't know what i want...

I just felt myself a zombie...

Alive yet dead...

Did a very "chong dong" action to follow Lili's car to KL...

I just want to runaway...

But realized KL wasn't the place i should hide...

I wish to go further...

Get lost and disappear for sometime... 

I wish somebody will by my side...

Anyone and whoever...

Just don't have to talk and let me feel the existence...

Maybe i felt lonely at the same time...

Just a not in a good shape Mushroom....

Black Sheep~

At MidValley waiting for time to come...

Damn tired but i think kinda worth it...

Somehow...

Early morning drove back....

Damn sleepy....

Have to speed back with 140km/h..

Oppz over the limit i can drive...

Sorry...^^!!!

Was shocked to know a news from my mom early in the morning...

Was disappointed to know it...

Trust is the thing i put on him...

Trust is the thing he used to betray me or us...

What can i say?

What can i do?

Give him another chance and trust him again?

Is it must be a black sheep in a family no matter what?

What can i say anymore?

Just hope for changes in him and lead him back to the right path~

Maybe

When growing older and older will felt that some places just doesn't belong to me anymore....

Maybe due to people around aren't the same at all...

Maybe i just don't accept the fact that people do leaves when they grow...

Maybe i doesn't belong to the place at 1st...

New environment always takes time for me to suits myself in there...

When things are being fitting in, there are changes...

Is it wrong to put wrong type of feelings and seriousness towards some situations...

Never put more than the percentages that can hurt myself...

I won't denied that sometimes neither a place makes me comfortable...

I kinda lost when i really want a place to go...

Maybe places with people i wish to be with...

Maybe places that only with them will warm me up and i feel protected..

Maybe all this while i'm just living in the dark...

Never take the courage to face the brighter world...

Maybe is time to walk out...

Maybe is time to build a stronger me...

Love Will Keep Us Alive

我知道 不幸的事情比他人更糟
我知道 把你當成出气 工具不好
我知道 我知道如果对你好
想個宝 不胡闹 你会不会不在不在计较
我知道 你想依赖 But make you cry
Just say goodbye 也許你不會在 try
我知道 我知道 这样会让你down
我知道 Lets make another round listen now

Baby Baby 不要气馁
Baby Baby 我陪你狼狈
如果你伤悲 我会为你流泪
也许也许 你会自卑
不用担心 我跟你受罪
这样你就 不会一个人流泪

But I Don't Wanna Let You All Alone in The Darkness World
我不愿意看到你迷失自己的灵魂
如果你是失落我会永远在你身边

But Yes I Want Is You To Be The Girl That can Stand All Alone
不必为任何人生活你也会很快乐
我会在你身边守护你到永远

Rap
你听着 你听着 我会陪你度过
不会让你难过 这只是必须经过的错
放弃你的人是他配不上你
这种人我们三人三对眼睛都看他不起
不必为这些事情让你的家人一起担心
这里还有很多爱你的人挺你陪伴着你
社会还有很多东西等着你去 不要放弃
自暴自弃 这不是一个过去
打开电脑脸书里 实在太多帅哥美女
那么我介绍我自己 我是Monkey D

But I Don't Wanna Let You All Alone in The Darkness World
我不愿意看到你迷失自己的灵魂
如果你是失落我会永远在你身边

But Yes I Want Is You To Be The Girl That can Stand All Alone
不必为任何人生活你也会很快乐
我会在你身边守护你到永远

作曲Composer : DannyOne温力铭
作词Lyricist: DannyOne/ Monkey.D
编曲Arrangement : BOT@Mo Sound
制作人Producer : DannyOne温力铭
制作助理Executive Producer: BOT@Mo Sound
吉他Guitar: BOT@Mo Sound
和声Backing Vocal: Ester May
录音师Recording Engineer: BOT@Mo Sound
录音与混音室Recording and Mixing Studio : Mo Sound
OP : Sony Music Publishing Sdn.Bhd.

I super like this song by 摩斯特 • DA.MON.STER

Just want to share..^^

Sick

I lose a war le....

Fever+flu+cough...

At 1st just coughing...

After overnight at Kerina's place flu and fever just pops up...

Felt so sick during midnight...

Felt my body so hot and so suffering...

Sleeping with my jacket and blanket also felt cool...

In the morning...ermm...

In the afternoon specifically...

Kerina fetch me to consult a doctor...

There goes rm32 of mine...

Need to drive back Kampar...

So I keep telling myself must at least be strong till i reach Kampar...

As soon as i reached...

Went to fetch my groupmates to my house...

Then i straight away take a nap...

Kerina said my eyes are red...

Not a nice weekend after all..

Besides sitting at Starbucks for 6-7hours..

lOl