Thursday, August 5, 2010

Black Sheep~

At MidValley waiting for time to come...
Damn tired but i think kinda worth it...
Somehow...

Early morning drove back....
Damn sleepy....
Have to speed back with 140km/h..
Oppz over the limit i can drive...
Sorry...^^!!!

Was shocked to know a news from my mom early in the morning...
Was disappointed to know it...
Trust is the thing i put on him...
Trust is the thing he used to betray me or us...
What can i say?
What can i do?
Give him another chance and trust him again?
Is it must be a black sheep in a family no matter what?
What can i say anymore?
Just hope for changes in him and lead him back to the right path~

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Maybe

When growing older and older will felt that some places just doesn't belong to me anymore....
Maybe due to people around aren't the same at all...
Maybe i just don't accept the fact that people do leaves when they grow...
Maybe i doesn't belong to the place at 1st...

New environment always takes time for me to suits myself in there...
When things are being fitting in, there are changes...
Is it wrong to put wrong type of feelings and seriousness towards some situations...
Never put more than the percentages that can hurt myself...

I won't denied that sometimes neither a place makes me comfortable...
I kinda lost when i really want a place to go...
Maybe places with people i wish to be with...
Maybe places that only with them will warm me up and i feel protected..

Maybe all this while i'm just living in the dark...
Never take the courage to face the brighter world...
Maybe is time to walk out...
Maybe is time to build a stronger me...