[MY] Life

Everyone got their own story. Everyone got their own experience. It's either creates a better them or verse vice. Yes life is full of waiting. Every steps of ours we are waiting for the result of it. We are eventually waiting and curious how our future will looks like. The life is tough that makes me tougher (unknown). How I used to blame the God for all my roadblocks. How I used to blame my parents for their pressure towards me. No matter who we are blaming, they won't be doing it for us. The future and the road are ours. We are the one going to face it. If one day I give up please forgive me, because I'm not as strong as you all thought I'm. No matter how I give up, it doesn't meant I give up fighting for a better future. I just taking a longer road and time to reach my better future. I can give up but please don't give up on me. Support me and lead me back to the road if I'm lost. That's all I asking for. 

Warriors Or Trend followers?

Ever since Morning of 27/04/12 I knew about a boy being kidnapped on his way to school.Well just a few more steps to take to reach. I'm worried and sad on behalf of his parents. I have to admit no more, that his kidnapping just occurred at the wrong timing. WHY? it's a BERSIH's eve. YES!!

The video above already explained part of the reason why he's being kidnapped. Where are the polices that used to be nearby the school area every morning? Answer: they are being recruited to duty at roadblocks or prepare to face BERSIH's peaceful protesters  Ok maybe try not to put blames on the police.

People @ Fb users. Like I said at my fb post, within a palm of mine I can count how many people did shared about this missing boy's news. Included Yesterday (28/04/12) I add a bit of another palm of mine. TWO PALMS(actually just 1 1/4)!!! And whole day being floated with BERSIH updates. Not to say I don't care about the future of my country.Not to say I don't care about BERSIH!! but are you all (sharing fb users) a patriotic youngster @ citizens of Malaysia or just a trend follower? A boy is missing and the media + MOST of the people just focusing at BERSIH. While you all are updating about BERSIH, I keep on goggling about this innocent boy's news the whole day. Nothing new like BERSIH, no new pictures,videos or updates. YES HE IS STILL MISSING!!! I'm not being emotional at here. I'm not blaming anyone as well. It's just a feeling that I don't know how to be describe it out. It might not my job to find him as it's a police job to do so. But just BUT sharing it out might at least have the chance of finding him. From BERSIH 2.0 we already know the untrue side of the media reporting and the violence of the polices. Do 3.0 makes any different regarding the media and police? oh different pattern maybe and amount of participants. You all watching a BERSIH movie Part 1 (2.0) & Part 2 (3.0)? This missing boy story won't have part 1 or 2. He either safely goes back to his parents or die or being smuggle to other country as slaves. Come on people.

Wish to tell those BERSIH warriors that went for the rally. Watch "the Lady". If you get it correctly, you all will be thankful that we aren't like Burma.I shouldn't compare both different countries because differences in laws and etc? If so I hope people also don't compare how other countries can protest peacefully but not in Kuala Lumpur. Well it's nothing being mean or not, but it's just a human's nature. Everyone got their own rights and thinking over something. So am I. I not saying this entire post of mine going to correct,rational or whatever. BERSIH is nothing wrong but THE BOY IS STILL MISSING!!! arrr....I just don't know how to put my feelings into words that will look and sounds beautifully without any offences.

I'll like to conclude this post by saying, "Some bits or happening in life we missed out and too focus towards some thing that happening so BIG because everyone is talking about.Think about it with a peaceful mind that are you a warrior or a trend follower?"

p/s: salute to BERSIH warriors and condolence to the family of the death victims who died for this rally.

It's all about you

Miss you again

Wish to hold your hand again

Wish to hug you again

Wish to kiss you again

Wish that just and might be fulfill in dream

Yes I'm tired

Yes I'm a bit stress

Yes I seriously hope you'll be here

Or 

Like how we used to webcam thru Skype

Everything is just past tense

My present is missing you

And

My Future is still blurr

Gnite

Never Gives Up

In sponsorship

In Assignments

In FYP

In this final year

I need more positive charges to boost my ommmm~~!!

Orange Dot

Have been following update of a blog recently.Thanks to my friend only I know about this blog.It's a true and touching blog.The narrator of the blog is a mother who just wish to speak to her son that already serving the GOD. From the very 1st blog entry till now I'm still waiting for updates everyday.From how her son was being brought to this world till the he got the deadly sickness. A mother's love that unlimited and hopes towards miracle that she believes that GOD will cure or lessen her son's pain. The son is good looking..lol..kinda wasted..*sorry for the humor part but it's true >.<* 

If one day I do meet this mom at the street I'll go towards her and say to her "You are such a great and tough mother. Besides serving the GOD ,your son will bless you from wherever he is now and know how much you misses him. Smile and lives happily is the way to keep his spirit alive.God blesses you and your family".

I don't know how many blog entries to go but I don't hope it will end.Maybe the mother can continue with her family and hers current life.It's a non-fiction blog. Do read it and it's worth the time. =)

http://orangedansydots.blogspot.com/

Dream

Bad dream I had this noon

How I quarrel with my friends

How heartbreak it is
How I cried in it and in reality

How difficult I trying to run away from it

I tried not to think about it

Indeed I'm scare it will come true one day

It's a dream that feel and looks so real

I dislike losing friends

My pasts are my experiences and fear

I learned and be more careful towards it

I'm sorry if I did anything wrong

I'm just a human that's still learning