没有housemate的第七天，晚

Even though Kampar is a boring place but i don't feel so whenever i'm with u girls...i can ran room to room just to disturb u all...even though we are in our own room but at least i know u all existence and u all are there in the same house...this wasn't those normal weekends, sem breaks or internship time...because whenever i'm going back there you all aren't there anymore...you all aren't going to be there again...i misses the laughter,voices and the joyfulness of you all....

~miss you~

Esther and mine 1st bday celebration

没有housemate的第五天,晴

I'm trying to be as strong as i can...
Mentally and physically..
Because if pieces of memories didn't come,dreams is the thing that will...
Recently my dreams seem like so clear and i still can remember it...
Everything like it just happened..a few hours ago only..
Wake up and clear myself up..nope it happened long time ago...
Maybe some just won't happen at all..
Dream is something wonderful and cruel...
It gives u a wonderful 1 and when u wake up u have such feelings to overcome...
A feeling to overcome another one....
A feeling to cure another one...
A feeling to console another one...
So eventually i need a strong EQ...a super strong 1...

1st mooncake festival celebration together

没有housemate的第四天,晴

It's Christmas Eve le~

Where is the mood?

Where is the celebration?

Where is whatever?

When i wanted the time to slow down it flies...

Now i want it to fly it slows down...

Mentally problem or itz a game to me?

Quit playing game with me...

I'm trying to go through everyday with a strong body,mind and soul...

Bless me~

1st Breakfast preparation together~

没有housemate的第二天，晚

went to sing K in the morning just wish to shout out....
somehow it just didn't stopped things keep on coming into pieces again...
oh gosh~how long do i need to overcome it?
images of 175...the surrounding,and the interior...
i'm just too stubborn to make things keep on recalling in my mind...
no reason why i even can seems like "predicting" my life when i sem opens...
house,room,people,surrounding...u name it,i think of it...are all changing...
just like i'm having a new lifestyle next sem onwards...
like it or hate it that's the thing i have to face it....
how fast will 2years be?

Our 1st Ipoh Trip outcome

没有housemate的第一天，晚

officially is 2nd day but unofficially would be 1st because i'm still awake~

i don't know what to blog....i just wish to blog...

i don't know what to type out and put it into words....

i don't know it will takes how long but i know it does need time...

i tried not to cry but i did somehow for a few times....

i'm weak and trying to be strong as i can...

i'm trying and trying and trying....

don't worry about me as it just being me~

1st celebration together

PASCAL

I love it~

I really wish to own one long time ago~

He is just so cute in Rapunzel~

Ok i know reality i can't find such cute one~

Yet i still want to own it~

Thankz~

you all are just something special in my life...

gonna miss you~!!

thanks for these 3years...

thanks for all the memories...

thanks for everything...

sorry for all the mistakes i did...

sorry for being who i am...

-mush-

Blesses

At this age of mine i'm not really that healthy as i thought i'm..

Cholesterol,low blood,backache,strange rashes and the latest beginner of kidney prob..

Cold drinks,teh tarik,watermelon ---> NO

Both families history makes these generation of ours need to care for our health.. 

Will one day i'll get the same dread disease like my grandma and mom?

Worried is all i have past week...

What can i do but just wait the day to go back hometown...

Assignments just freaking loaded....

Imagination is all i had as well...

Images and memories of my grandma just appear...

No idea why i applied it towards my mom...

Maybe is phobia...

Scared one day scene will repeat...

The scene how just a less than an hour...

All i saw is my grandma that didnt breath anymore...

It's fresh in my mind no matter how...

Dear Lord...

I never baptist to anyone of YOU...

But i do wish that everyone stay as healthy as they could...

I willing to give them my health...

Just everyone is happy and healthy then its sufficient for me...

Because i'm born to be kind to others and cruel to myself...

I admit i'm...